It's closing in
It's weighing down
It's getting near
It's time to drown
There's no escape
There's no way out
There's no air left
No space to shout
So here it comes
And "There you go"
It's getting close
True colours show
There's no more room
No space to sleep
It's silent now
Can't hear a peep
Now they're here
"How do you feel?"
They'll never know
It seems unreal
The time has come
You're gonna break
There's just no more
That you can take
So you lash out
You scream and scream
Days blur to one
It's like a dream
But all dreams end
It's time to see
That your release
Has set you free.
Your breath catches in your throat,
You wet your lips, wipe your eyes,
You sigh.
You shake your arms loose and take a small step forward.
You inhale.
Your hand shakes and you are unsteady on your feet.
You almost forget to exhale, only remembering just before you choke.
You feel the hairs on the back of your neck stand to attention.
You can hear your heartbeat.
You shuffle forward inch by inch.
You cannot see ahead.
You feel yourself grow weaker.
You don't know where you are anymore.
You don't know who you are anymore.
Your eyes begin to play tricks on you,
You see things that cannot be real.
You think you see a light in the d
Sometimes
You can't see the tears for the rain
You wonder
If you can make it through the pain,
the suffering
The thoughts that repeat again and again
And you cry out
Knowing nothing will be the same
In your head
You can picture their face, you say their name
But you know
That you can't carry on in this game
This charade
Time's up, over, you can't complain
In the end
Terms and conditions you agreed, it's insane
It tears at your heart and confuses your brain
Looking around
But there's no one left to blame
Rejected
Isolated, alone, oh the shame
When you realise
You no longer merit your own name
You're lost.
The minutes, they tick by
I wish that you were by my side
On the inside see me cry
As I wait.
I look out across the lake
My bottom lip begins to shake
And I fight to stay awake
As I wait.
You dont know what you do to me
You cant even start to understand
The worst thing is
If you take my hand
Then all of this will be forgotten.
The sky begins to fade
How much longer must I wait?
Not much longer left this day
As I wait.
Then I start to hear your feet
And my heart it skips a beat
Feel your breath upon my cheek
Worth the wait.
You dont know what you do to me
You cant even start to understand
The wo
Sometimes, I wonder:
Why am I really here at all?
And sometimes, I feel like
I'm insignificantly small.
But then, I see
The whole world is open now to me
And I know, one day
I will be able to say--
Chorus:
I tried my best
There's nothing more that I can do
What I said, I meant
There's nothing more that I can say
So leave me,
I can manage on my own
But believe me,
I don't need to hide away no more---
Sometimes, I wonder:
Am I destined to be free?
And sometimes, I feel like,
Nobody knows me just for me
But then, I see
The whole world is open now to me
And I know, one day
I will be able to say--
Chorus
I know what I c
Walk Away
I'm told these things, they just aren't true,
They always lead me right straight back to you.
It's not your fault, the fault is mine,
But I'll still love you for all of time
Time slowly passes
Some things don't change
I can't take this anymore
I'm not myself anymore
I can't find the words to say
And so I'm forced to walk away
I try to fight, I get knocked down,
My head is spinning around and round.
I cannot find a way to stay
But I need to tell you, I need to say
But time slowly passes
Many things change
I can't take this anymore
I'm not myself anymore
I can't find the words to say
And so I'm forced to walk away
The flowing beauty of the water calms my beating heart
This hill I rest upon comforts me, yet I long for more
Glowing in the light of the sun
A shadow sets on me and I look to see who
I smile and heave a sigh of relief
He sits next to me and we watch the river together
My neck shivers as his fingertips slowly dance downward
My breath slows and a tear wafts down my cheek
What's wrong, he whispers so softly into my ear
I look deep into his eyes and cry even more
His embrace warms my soul
I dont want you to leave
Our fingers cross each other's path
His soft, tender lips press against mine and brush away the sorrow
We lie back and l
To heal the pain within
Some need solemnity
Some need music
But I want love
People mock and hate
Other forms of love that
They do not understand
I sympathize those confused
We share the pain
But love is its modest self
In its truest form
Love has no boundaries or
Limitations
Love surpasses gender
And love shatters the
Wall of scorn containing
The angelic self buried
Inside our dormant soul
Current Residence: England Favourite genre of music: pretty much everything Personal Quote: this door is alarmed----quick! someone help me calm it down!
Favourite Visual Artist
um Frankie! lol scarlet-wings
Favourite Movies
i dont think i could ever pick just one XD
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
thats a tricky one.. i listen to most things haha
Favourite Writers
darren shan :P
Other Interests
trying to get through uni passing my course and having a great time :P
i just looked and it said my last entry was january! thats shockingly bad!
anways thats probably because i havent uploaded anything, or done anything....
so sad but true *cries*
ya that was at the HFS xmas bazaar i said i'd help at
some lil girl asked if i was mrs father christmas grr
if it had been you i wouldve hit you lol, but she was like 5, so i said no, i'm not old enuff
heehee was wearing black jeans/pointy black boots
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